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Jan. 25th, 2006 @ 06:11 pm
haha holy shit. i just got done looking at my old journal entries from blurt and well shit i was pathetic. it seemed all i was looking for is someone and anyone to listen to me and thats not it. but yah i sucked. anyways ehh im happy now and thats all that matters, so yeh i thought i would state that a was a little bitch. so bye


Jan. 23rd, 2006 @ 11:14 am
its me ahh camplejeune rocks.not! we had a party last night it waas fun just had the normals over. judkins my boy,champlin (dad) and jann. well im making the best out touf the time im spending here so ehh its allright but thought i would post i got internet in my room so its cool just dling alot of music. nothing has changed.


Jan. 7th, 2006 @ 03:42 pm
well here i am again. im here at camp lejeune and its boring as can be. im just hanging out with what friends i do have. umm i dont know what to say im bored and trying to fine stuff to do with out money but i find out not much you can do. soo i say good bye


Dec. 29th, 2005 @ 06:10 pm
im home yay!now i just wait to leave. im over brittneys house right now and enjoying my self we just poured a couple of whit russians and just waiting to go to the bowling ally. but yes i am happy i was thrilled to see her at the airport i mean wow was the only word that came to my head. shes awsome!

going to the sand box Dec. 24th, 2005 @ 10:10 pm
hello all. well i finished my school and now im a fleet marine and its way diffrent. im actualy being treated as a person insteed as a number. well my unit is 3/2 and i leave for iraq in july. yah wow is right. im nervious as can be i dont know what could happen to me over there but i will stay strong and hopfully come back alive. i leave for desert training (CATS) in april till late june i come home for a week or so then im off. i dont know what brittney and i are going to do, i dont meen split up but you know the next step. were going to talk about it when i get home but i know what ever we choose will be the right decision for us. shes my world and im not going to let a war come between us. wish me luck.

- Jude
my heart feels: calmcalm

Dec. 16th, 2005 @ 09:36 pm
hello all welp im almost out of here i cant wait . i grad on dec 22 and i go vist my mom in tx on the 24 i then leave there on the 28 to come home to ky yay i cant wait im pretty excited but i cant talk long so i thought i would say that. good bye and happy holidays.

Dec. 3rd, 2005 @ 05:31 am
well im saposed to be eating but im not so hungry so i thought i would pust. i got back from the feild like 2 days ago and its freezing cold oh my god but the good thing is i got to shoot my SMAW (rocket launcher) and it was amazing. it feels good to waste 6000 dollars in a matter of secounds, thats how much a rocket is. well i have to go now i hope every one is having a great holiday season. my birthday is tommrow and im spending it here so that should be grand. well hopfully i will be able to come home for christmas but only time will tell.

my heart feels: calmcalm
new tunes: bright eyes

feeling blue? Nov. 27th, 2005 @ 09:47 am
well im pretty sure these past 2 days have been the sadest i have ever felt. well as you all know brittney came in wendsday and she was the most beutiful thing i have ever seen. i meen it was like she was glowing, i cant explain it. well after 3 days of pure heaven she left (saterday mornning). i dont know what to say i feel so cold and empty with out her. i remember when she was here i would go out side to do something and i just couldent wait to get back in side to see here. it was the greatest feeling i have ever felt. well shes gone now and the bad thing is i dont know when im going to see her next. not for christmas because im going down to texas to see my mom mabey after newyears who knows with her schudle with school who knows she says she cares so much about me that it terrifies her. its just she has such high goals with school and all. i feel as if im a burden on her like im slowing her down to acomplishing her goals. im just going to sit on the sidelines till she finishes school. all she has to do is tell me she loves me and i can live off of that.

my heart feels: sadsad

Nov. 20th, 2005 @ 08:33 am
well im still here at camp geiger. i picked up in training and its going pretty well. are first 3 weeks are just over basic infantry skills and now where at MOS breakdown thats where they place us in certain jobs that we wanted. like there motrer man, machine gunner, rifle man, and assultmen. well i got the one i wanted and its allultmen i freaken excited about that. my job consists of mostly dimolitions like c4,tnt then theres the automatic granade launcher and the mark 19 and finaly the rocket launcher. wow! i cant wait to blow some shit up. um nothing exciting is happening except brittney is coming dow here wendsday which is the greatest thing that could ever happen to me. i cant wait to see here face im just going to freeze up i just love that girl so much. well last tuesday was are 11 mounths still dosent seem like its been that long but it has. well im out of hear and i will try to post during thanksgiving.


Oct. 28th, 2005 @ 07:07 pm
a mounth later... yep im at camp geiger NC right now and its a blast.im going to school of infantry. we start training monday it should be great fun. he got our rifles yesterday and they are bad ass the m16a4 i named mine "the duke". ahh there beutiful, nothing much has been going on realy i miss home like no other which sucks but i will have to get used to it its going to happen a lot. umm brittneys coming down here the 23 for thanksgiving, im freaken excited im counting down the days.but nothing much exciting has happening so i will try to get back on this journal thing till i leave for the sand box "iraq" much love
my heart feels: ecstaticecstatic
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