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Sep. 18th, 2005 @ 11:23 am
well im home!holy shit it is good to be home. i misssed everyone so dam much. but i will tell you one thing is that im one of the few the proud now. i have never been this happy in my life. it was one hell of an experince and i would never even think about taking it back. i fell as if im on top of the world. 3 mounths i was gone. three mounths! it seemed like it was for ever. but its good to be ome and see my family i just can not explain the joy thats in my body right now, and to see brittney the love of my life. she wrote me every day, just to recive one of her letters was the highlight of the day.i cant explain how much i love that girl. any ways besides me being on top of the world and that i love brittney more and more everyday sence 9 mounths that we have bee togather life is good and i will leave of on this note. no one has a limit on what they can do with there life, there are no boundaries in life. people may say you can do anything you put your mind well it takes you to find that out. do what ever you heart desires.

my heart feels: determineddetermined

May. 30th, 2005 @ 11:15 pm
sheez its been a while. my comp has been down like usual. the last few days have been dificult for me if you know what it feels like to graduate high school and say by to you good friends a couple days later. there offto boot camp and i will only be 20 days behind them. man 20 days i dont want to even talk about it. love all

Apr. 22nd, 2005 @ 03:17 am
geez its been a while. i havent realy been thinking about updating this for a while just thought i would sit down and do so. nothing much has been hapening except for portfolios ahve been a bitch and we just got done with cats testing which has been a drag.well proms tonight and im not going. i dont feel like it realy, i mean its a big deal to people and all but i dont see it that way i see it as a waist of 50$ for the tickets and anouther 150$ for limo dinner and all the shit. but im spending the night with brittney and thats ten times better than senior prom. well this marine coprs thing is hitting me, my buddies are leaving the 31 of may and im leaving the 20th of june with a few more of my friends. i just dont know whats going to happen with me a brittney. she tells me not to think about that but i cant stop, she meens the world to me and i dont know what i would do if i lost her,it would be tragic.
my heart feels: gratefulgrateful

Apr. 6th, 2005 @ 01:32 pm
its been a while i know. im on spring break now and its nice as can be out side and im loveing it.i went fishing friday,monday and tuesday and im getting dark. not much to say,im just bored and trying to think of something to do. i might take the dog for a walk or something who knows. waiting for brittney to come over. i didnt get to see her yesterday because she had a study session at UofL so that sucked.i went to the airport today to see my cosin dustin off, he left for air national guard boot camp and i probley wont se him for a while because by the time he gets back i will be gone for my boot camp soo eeeh.its a little more than 2 mounths away and im excited/worried.im worried because i dont know whats going to happen between Brittney a me, i pray that we will make it. there is nothing i wouldent do for that gir., for if i loose her it would kill me. i will stay hopefull and think positive.
my heart feels: blankblank

Mar. 24th, 2005 @ 07:41 pm
waTCHING THE UOFL GAME OVER JOEYS HOUSE WITH EVERYONE and waiting for halftime to go on. kind bored and waiting to see britney tommrow and waiting for her to call because she went to a play with her uncle tom.
my heart feels: creativecreative

apathy Mar. 16th, 2005 @ 06:16 pm
kaagaa its freezing outside.im getting done with portfolio peices and it draining alot out of me. im just glad its almost over and donr with. im over brittneys right now about to eat some chinese food which smells great right now. she has been felling ill lately and like not very effctionate which is putting me down and melloed out in a bad way. i dont know whats goingon im all confused and shit, now matter what we will be fine i promise you that. well im off to eat.
my heart feels: mellowmellow

Mar. 13th, 2005 @ 04:36 pm
just got back from the movies which i saw robots, it was greatness. i went with my cosin bonnie whos is hilarious. yesterday i had a drill meet at north hardin high school that i had to leave to do a color guard at mastersons(the 4th floor of louisville science center, for the moferd point marines a black marine groupe. then after that i had to go up to the recruiters station to fill out some paper work. lets say its a long ass day. but im just waiting for brittney to get back from miss. shes visiting her friend. but yep thats it.

Mar. 8th, 2005 @ 03:39 pm
what a beutiful day out right? well it is. what a weekend friday was fun i went bowling with brittney,ashley,whitney,and holly.we all went out because holly is leaving monday for iraq.which sucks because she has to go so far away and in danger, brittneys realy sad because she said the marine corps has taken everthing away from her. her friend kala left for japan around last year and then went on to iraq but shes back in japan right now.and now hollys leaving and then im leaving in june she was all deppresed saterday night and we had a long talk about everything. about me leaving and if we should break up when i leave for bootcamp. but we both arrged that we have never met anyone like each other.but i finaly told her that i loved her and she said it back, thank god. i hope she meens it i trust her and i belive she does. where both happy and i will leave it at that.
my heart feels: excitedexcited

Mar. 6th, 2005 @ 05:24 pm
nice weather hum? welp im bored and waiting for brittney to show up witch is what i spend most of my life doing. i went to crackel barrel with brittney and ate breakfast it was great fun. afterwards we went and saw jacket wich blew chunks. thats all good bye
my heart feels: hopefulhopeful

Mar. 3rd, 2005 @ 04:06 pm
three day weekend for chris. im excited way excited. well brittney just left for the night and im down way down like i feel like complete shit right now and i dont know what to do with my self. oh well im going to spend the rest of the night in bed i guess. bye
my heart feels: crappycrappy
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